24 days to go and the most awaited opening of the presents kept underneath those fully decorated Christmas tress will be seen. presents wrapped with so much love and care with the intention of painting a smile on the faces of their loved ones. it's so nice to see how families get together just to celebrate the yuletide season as one; but as for me, those things just exist in my imagination.

being the youngest in the brood of four, i have always dreamed of having a mini feast with my whole family during Christmas season, but that still remains in a world where reality doesn't exist. my 2 sisters are working ouside the boundaries of the country, my brother has his own family; I don't have any problems of celebrating it with my mom and dad but it always occurs to me that it would be much happier if we're complete.

though I am not extremely very happy, I'm not depressing sad either, I still live to the essence that Christmas day is to commemorate the Birth of Our dear Saviour. Going to church has been my customary act every Christmas and I know a day will come when a star will fall from the sky to paint not just a smile on my face but a fulfilled heart by granting my wish.